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Diary of an Inner Child part 4 The Plotters and Schemers just waiting for the time when they can creep just when you not looking and…………………………

The inner child’s been quite for the past few days and you’re plodding along not really thinking about any thing in particular. It’s too cold to worry if the extra pounds, are creeping on due the mid week chocolate fix and boy it was Valentines Day, so you had to spoil yourself just in case any one else didn’t. You probably even sent yourself a card at sometime just to have one on the side to show the world someone loved you.

Its Easter next and already the chocolate you have secretly given up for lent. Your planning a huge fix when no ones looking. Dreaming Chocolate Bunnies and drooling like Homers after a do nut!

But ! In the back ground, the constant thought, the promise of listening and supporting the inner child it’s suddenly become easier to ignore her.  Why because she been watching she been looking and she knows the flaws. In the meantime someone’s, working someone, who would not  usually say Boo to a Goose has been plotting and scheming and under minding you, not only work but a so called friend who has always had the eye on a particular someone, something, position is at work also.

Then the out of the blue question comes “How are doing? How are things going? What do you feel?” Next you find that someone had said something and it’s so small your gob smacked and there you are defending yourself over something so trivial that you can’t believe what you just heard.

Do you talk to too much? Do you talk not enough are you a team player and slap the wind is taken straight out of your sails.

This situation is real its apart of every day whether its work home or personal watching, your back is a full time job and also listening to the Inner Child too because honestly we all get to complacent. We start to believe our own status and our own self importance.

So what do we do us fight back we pull up our socks stick out our chin and HIDE I KNOW! We are so out raged at the audacity of the situation we are stuck,we are struck we are so out raged we fail, with moving  forward. Once we lick our wounds, complain to the nearest sympatric ear we have to stop and put up a defense. The quite would not say boo to a ghost types are secret plotters and schemers and don’t you forget it. The old saying walls have ears means exactly that behind every success is someone who not only wants it but will try everything to get it. Am I cynical perhaps or just cautious because my inner child was actually warning me of this weeks ago but I was so full of my own importance, I forgot to listen?

So a week or so goes past ,you can’t make your mind up if the complain is genuine or if now you have inferiority complex, or perhaps a bit of both. You have spent nights going over the situation in your head and others say oh don’t worry let it go. Where? when deep down you know you’re the new guy even though you may have been there for ever.

Let’s face it. It’s not the first time. It may not be the last UN less you alters it. HOW.

Expectation what did you expect if you’re not confident in what you’re doing it will show they say bull Sh..te Baffles brains but to be fair you can only use so much of that before it bites you back. Don’t get complacent be prepared for the UN expected and realise you’re not alone. I follow the ABC plan Annielise view to surving almost any situation if A doesn’t work try B and if B doesn’t work try C. There are 26 options in my plans and if I run out of them I use A1 like my mum once said there are more that one way or catching a Rat you sometimes have to think like one. Like they say in the song Pick yourself up and Start all over again. Exits and Entry plan your routes like keeping a filo fax what to cubs and guides are prepared. You do have to realise that for some of us to keep going is to keep trying. Tip for the Day Smile Sweetly at the Emery it confuses them and their ego will think that they have won. But that’s where they are wrong we know better By Annielise Stone 19^th Feb 2010

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