sensingwithspirit.com Annielise Stone

The news that shook the world that the King of Pop was Dead.

Loosing Michael has hit the world by storm. We as humans spend most of our time, in our own little bubbles with our own insecurities worries and we rarely think about others unless it affects our way of life, or it becomes a topic of conversation. Through grief we stop and look at ourselves and realise, that perhaps we all can learn a lot from those who have left here but their ENERGY lives on.

I first wrote this article last year when I was approached by a couple of friends what I thought about him. Now months later his music has received a second life. Children as young 10 sing and dance and move to thriller and when given the chance can say what their favourite track is. Like Elvis his Music will be played and remember in new generations to come.

When you hear his music, when you watch his videos or interviews when you see just how much energy he gave that is not going to fade. The physical or hard shell presence is more harder to accept but if you listen hard enough, you do see you, remember you feel. A song comes into your head and its stays there. Our duty is to remember don’t they say “Less we forget”. I really don’t think anyone will.

Michael was our shooting star he was Michael he saw the world through the eyes of a child and for that often was misunderstood and his actions cost him dearly. I ask you look inside yourselves and find your own inner child and reflect.

They say the good die young and the reason often people give is that they try so hard to make others happy that their own needs and wants suffer because of it. I am not saying that he did not make some wrong or difficult choices and that we all live with the fact that we make mistakes. In the end to live a live of Peter perfect and be in a huge bubble or goldfish bowl makes us all a little strange.

I recently watched an old video of a film that Robin Williams portrayed as Jack a boy who was in a rush to get here and he had a condition that his body grew at rate 10 times faster than the average human. At 10 he was portrayed as a man in his late 30’s. This moving film set around the early 1980/90 it showed us that even if we look a little strange its inside that counts. The film brought awareness to the fact that some people bodies grow old and the brain still lives on. The Actor Bill Cosby played Jack’s Tutor and Educator and if you get the chance to see it there are some real humorous parts too.

My point when Jack is at his lowest point he tells him that he is a shooting star and if your lucky enough to see one you see just how beautiful bright and amazing they are.

They give everything they have they shine the brightest and shoot the straightest and explode into the Heavens.

For me and for all you other shooting stars out there to come and to go when you leave as you will explode into the heavens and remember that what you do makes a difference

Remember Michael for his music his love of the planet and his ability to see that our world was suffering long before few or we were prepare to admit.

Keep Shining MICHAEL. Annielise Stone Up dated April 1^st 2010

Over the years I have had many rewarding and magical experiences on my journey. I find sometime that when you least expect things to happen the most wonderful and exciting experiences happen.

A few years back I was visiting a Catholic school my friend had an appointment with the head teacher and I had been to the school on a previous occasion with another a friend who was looking to find a suitable school for her child. So again I had gone along again. I am not a Catholic I say this because the experience or the vision I had was in waiting area in the school.

On with the post my friend had gone in to speak to the head there were other people walking around but most of the time it was just me. I was drawn to a picture of Christ.

As I looked at the picture before me it began to alter first face became child like then of an older man back to the original picture. I watched it for several minutes drawn to the fact that the picture appeared to have an energy life force. In my mind I question it and was told just to watch. Again the picture went through different transformations even down to having a face of baby. The picture was full of love and light and the experience was truly uplifting.

To me I thought what a wonderful way to show that even the simplest miracles happen when you least expect them.

My friend was in the meeting for over 15 minutes the strange thing was no one else walked by and my vision was UN disturbed.

As its Easter Sunday draws closed for another year I thought it was a nice Discussion to add.

Thanks for listening  Annielise Stone

I have decided to post a couple of instances where a spiritual experience can’t always be explained. I try to look for a logic reason also because sometimes there can be both and it then helps differentiate
between a spiritual experience or not.

The first was Water.

This experience happens 3 times in the space of a couple of weeks. They things come in 3’s and you should always pay attention.

One day I was coming down the stairs and I felt water dripping on my head my first thought was oh it’s a leak where from. Now this is the odd part. As I looked up I saw a stream of water and first I thought the ceiling was coming down. But as the panic stopped I then saw a stranger thing the water came from the ceiling but it was not wet it streamed down but it had no top and no bottom. I thought this is odd and I felt the carpet but it was bone dry. I need found a chair and stood on it and examed the ceiling. Again it was dry. You think I had imagined it. But my face was wet from the water.

A few days later I was in a shop and again I felt water dripping on me I looked up and again saw the stream of water and felt the drip of it on my face again I jumped expecting a leaky roof on at least some wet on the floor. Again nothing I felt a bit silly as no one was aware of it but me and I could hardly call out and say look at this.

The last time I saw the stream of water with no top and no bottom was outside at first I thought it was raining or even a bird had done the UN speak able. Again a few drops on my face and this time the water was almost rainbow coloured no top or bottom just for a few seconds this beautiful stream of coloured water.

So get your thinking caps on and let me know what you think I will add another discussion as this has taken more words than I originally thought.

For the people who are with us in body but their minds is some where else. For the families who care for these special people.

This post came about because of what I call Synchronicity. A happen chance of thoughts and ideas. Again I have mention this in previous posts.

In the space of a few days I had several times when this subject was brought to my attention I was asked if I thought that people suffering from Dementia and other illness such as being in a coma etc. Did they A dream and B would appear to be somewhere else. It’s been said that people who have similar conditions at various times are seen to be flickering in and out of life.

I am no doctor and there are probably lots of medical reasons to back up the theory of what appears to be contact. That, I am not discussing what I am suggesting is another theory, which may or may not offer some understanding to our loved ones who care for us when we are in this place.

Yes I believe that people who suffer from illnesses such as Dementia do leave there bodies and travel to times and places where they had created memories from the past. There they found peace and comfort so when viewed by the out side world seemed child like. I also believe this of coma victims and other people who have similar conditions.

The reason behind that thought is that the long term memory stores 1000’s of cells of memory from as far back from the moment of conception. That’s why we have random memories of things that we did when we were 2. Of this can apply to situations that we have had abuse in and it’s safer to shut them down but that’s another thought we can still block out bad memories and that comment I will leave for another time.

Yes I believe that people who suffer from illnesses such as Dementia do leave there bodies and travel to times and places where they had created memories from the past. There they found peace and comfort so when viewed by the out side world seemed child like.

Many years ago I knew and old chap and I helped him and his wife with some shopping and I would sit with him while she went out to her club. He loved to talk of the time of Trams and place called Streatham in London. He would describe every detail to me the colour the smell the amount of people he knew.

He spoke of his job and where he went to work. I sit and trim his hair and he talk after a while he stop and say do I know you and I say yes and he say did I tell you about the time. His long term memory was full of information and it stored such joy for him.

Later as his illness progressed he still went off on his travels but did not talk about them. Out of the body took his memories to another place he just did not have the energy to talk about them he still enjoyed them. Yet for others to watch and see a loved one disappear in front of them that’s another thing entirely. I want perhaps to suggest that if they can find some peace in knowing that they are just visiting an old friend.

To continue,

I watched a film recently and in it I spoke of Robin Williams he played a doctor who worked with people who were in worlds of there own struck down by an illness over a period of time

He used a drug which was in experimental stages and it worked for a while but soon the drug no longer worked it was called the awakening and I have already mentioned it in another post Diary of an inner child part 3. In it I mention that words don’t have to be spoken.

“Communication is not just spoken word it’s a gesture a sign”. By Annielise Stone sensingwithspirit.com

So yes we do find solace in many places. Especially if we have had the chance to have memories to go and see people, places etc.

I do think it’s slightly difference for children who are born with problems and cant communicate in the traditional way.

For them it’s a different way music soft spoken word etc kindness love.

I also believe they have special places to go but this is more child like perhaps filled with music and flowers and kindness they may also remind past lives and go and visit people from them.

I hope this answers your very important question Maria and thank you for raising it. Like I say also applies to people in commas again they travel and are off living a life on another place or dimension. Keep talking keep reading keep listening and it is possible to reach them it’s just done in a different way. Happy Easter Annielise Stone 2^nd April 2010

Dreams have many facets I was thinking about how some dreams are about people who we have a connection with either in this life time or linked to us through others places, etc.

Exploring Dreams

Are some dreams linked into our subconscious allowing us in a dream state to be present with people or loved ones not only that have passed to spirit, but others who we may had relationships with and then they dissolve before we have had the chance to get it off our chest. (In other words feelings not being able to put closer to a time place or situation).

Even in this topic there are various facets that also include dreams where we are being chased we are running away falling fear of water etc. In this post I want to explore a couple of different areas I will go into detail as the post develops.

Personal Experience.

As a young child I avoid horror films those I did watch I spent most of them hiding behind the sofa or covering my face. As I grew some of the horror films became comical as with all special effects as we grow we start to realise that lot of them is just acting or story lines. So you think the dreams or nightmares would cease. I found that this was not the case in fact they stayed with me.

One particular experience was with the werewolf stories these seemed to be the one area that haunted my dreams growing up as a child and into adult hood. The strange thing is that I truly love wolves as animals I think they are loyal kind strong and very protective I also have a spirit animal of a wolf who often sits with me and warns me of danger.

So why was it? That I would regularly dream of this particular nightmare certain times of the year strange places and even stress would cause me to have nightmares of being chased of being attacked and my throat being torn out. Every time it would get to the last moment and I would just escape and wake up.

A couple of years back I had a chance to do a half mathorn 13miles through the Redwoods in Rotoura New Zealand I was living in Rotoura at the time I was new to the area and I had visited this beautiful place a few times and the chance to be able to run and walk through them was too good to miss. Ok I am not a walker as such and the only training I did was a couple of weeks walking the roads to get my walking legs going.

The point was I am fairly fit person and was told that if I put Vaseline on my heels and wore a comfortable pair of trainer I would be ok. I think the odd socks helped and the fact my water bottle leaked down my back as the stopper was loose all helped my case.

Well I did it and in just over 3 hours and a couple of minutes I was proud as punch. I will add the photo just to show you. Ok what the point that very same night I dream again that I was being chased by werewolves and they were on a killing spree. True there are places in New Zealand you can easily get lost as there are miles and miles of trees and bushes etc. So it was easily explained that if wolves were wild they could or would live very happily there.

I like most people over the years have explored dreams trying to make understand what the inner issues were. I read up on the internet and I also looked at dream books. The common link was wolves were seen as people or mail energy trying to control person or persons it was also said dream interpretation
meaning of dream
A werewolf is a creature that does not exist in the physical world. He is symbolic of a man that turns into a monster, a normal person that transforms into a bloodthirsty animal. The werewolf may represent something in your life or in your own personality. When interpreting this dream, consider internal and external factors that generally seem normal but have a tendency to transform into undesirable, hurtful, or dangerous concerns in your life.

I racked my brain trying to connect or think who this person or person could be that may want to control my life I was not in any threat from relationships or from friends that would want to harm me. To be honest I had been to some dodgy areas in my time to give reading to people and even being a complete strange always felt that I was protected. The animal of wolves themselves still being a favourite of mine never loosing that bond. So I started looking at people in different ways seeing if they behaved differently. To be honest they didn’t. And with any dream that you have had for a while you tend to put it to the back of your mind until the next time.

I then started to wonder if certain food that I ate was and again that trigger did not account for the dreams. I must admit my walks in the Redwoods for a while became strained until I realised that my own fear was actually giving emotional feed to the dream itself.

Was this the Key to the dream, perhaps in my subconscious it was. Months went by and even a year the dream became less fearful. Then one day a few months back the dream returned. Again the chase, again hiding and running away. Until I realised that why I kept hiding and running the dream had a presence a reason to continue. I actually remember this time stopping and turning to the fearful creature and saying do your worst you want to destroy me here I am. The next thing that happened was the creature disappeared I felt that at last I had conquered my own fear.

When I analysed it the next day I came to the conclusion that I was creating the dream I was looking for a cause and the cause was me. By hiding and running away I made the dream last I made the dream more scary and I started looking for reasons. Everyone gets stress and this aspect of this type of dream was a creation of me not wanting to face my own fears. I can’t give the fear a name or date or time or place it was just a general insecurity that manifested in my own head. Now I wonder

If I had faced it earlier would it have stopped then or did I have to wait to understand it first.

So my next post I started to wonder if the dreams I have about people who I have regular dreamed about were they also trying to get me to think about talking to them too. Perhaps it was the case that things that I may not have said to them would later come out in a dream. I will explore this thinking in another post.

how they may affect you.

Annielise Stone 18^th March 2010

Below I have posted some directions for people who are interested in find out more information on past lives or reincarnation. This simple exercise is to given you an insight to what you may experience if you decide to go down the pathway. It’s not to replace the dealings of the professional people who train in this type of work.

If you wish to find out more then you can find other information on the web. Thanks Annielise.

The Mediation and preparation for investigating your past lives. Following the continuing chapters on Past lives and reincarnation March 2010

The point of doing this exercise is to delve into your past lives. Unlike a movie, this is always an intensely personal journey that will speak to you on many levels. It will be different for everyone since everyone is unique. When you first start journeying through time, ask to be shown pleasant past life images so you can master the process. I wish you well on your journeys to the inner worlds.

Everyone has the ability to access their own past lives. You can train yourself to access your own past life memories through a past life regression that you conduct on your own at home

BACKGROUND & GOAL

Goal: The goal of this exercise is to allow you to explore your past lives while alone in a safe and pleasant manner

PREPARATION

1> Most people need to do this exercise daily for at least a month before they begin to get anything that is meaningful about their past lives. So you will probably need to have some patience with the process. Yet if you are patient and have a sincere desire to do further past life journeying, you will be successful.

2> Remember to do this process slowly. You must focus on completely relaxing your body and your mind so that images of your past lives can be brought gently into your conscious awareness. Each time you do this

Exercise you will go ever more deeply into yourself. The deeper you go, the more answers you get.

3> Ask for your Higher Self, your Guides, your Guardian angels, and whatever other servants of the universe you like to be present for the entire session and to keep you safe and protected at all times.

4> Being comfortable is the key. You can lie down (recommended) or sit up. If you opt to sit up, you must be supported and feel fully relaxed and comfortable. Be sure to loosen any restrictive clothing

5> Do this exercise in a peaceful place where you will be completely quiet and undisturbed for the entire session when you are fairly well rested (so you will NOT fall asleep). This entire exercise should last for NO longer than 45 minutes. Set an alarm or timer to snap you out of it should the session run longer.

6> Pick a special intention for you past life journey. It could be “what I most need to see”, “what I most need to heal”, or “the explanation for my life’s purpose”, “about a past personality”, or “a special need”.

THE EXERCISE

1> Take some deep, refreshing breaths until you are totally comfortable and relaxed in whatever position you have chosen (it should take you no more than 3 minutes to get comfortable).

2> Close your eyes and envision a golden white ball of healing light. Send that ball of healing light to each part of your body in turn. Start with your feet, go up your calves, over your knees, along your thighs, through you hips and stomach, along your torso, though your chest and heart, along your shoulders, along your arms, to your hands, back up to your neck, and through your head until you are relaxed

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a> Scan your entire body looking for any places that are not relaxed. Immediately send relaxation to any part of your body that is tense. Do that until you are totally relaxed and peaceful.

b> you should be in a place of perfect peace and stillness. Your body should now be filled with beautiful healing light. Take a moment to bask in it: feel its warmth and its safety.

3> Go inside and connect with your inner vision. On the screen of your mind, imagine a closed door at the bottom of a staircase. See yourself walking to the staircase. See yourself slowly walking down the stairs. When you get to the bottom of the stairs, you will see two things.

a> On the LEFT side, there is a very comfortable couch. You will rest on it for a moment while you gather your thoughts about what you want to get from your journey through time

b> On the RIGHT side, there is a door with big red letters on it which say “MY PAST LIVES”. Right now, the door is closed. Behind the door is the gateway to your past lives.

4> While you are sitting or lying on the comfortable couch, let the love of the universe surround you. Know that at all times, you are completely safe and protected by all your guides.

a> If you do not want to go through the door, that is just fine. It does not matter why. Give yourself permission to relax and just enjoy being on the comfortable couch.

b> If you do want to go through the door, rise from the couch and move in front of the door.

5> before starting your journey back through time, you need to declare the following to the universe. This is absolutely necessary to make sure that your past life journey is a safe and pleasant one.

a> “Throughout this journey through my past lives, I am always completely safe and protected.”

b> “I will see, hear, and experience everything about my past lives as if I was watching a movie. Just as a movie cannot harm me, my journey through my past lives cannot harm me.”

c> “I am clear on my intention for my past life journey which is…. (What you prepared above).”

6> Open the door. If the door does NOT open, then the universe is telling you to go back to the couch. If you chose to continue, it is your choice. Just consider that it might be for your own good to stop. When you are ready, go inside the “Past Life Room”. Inside this room, you will see two things

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a> on the wall of the “Past Life Room”, there is a WHITE SCREEN with BLINDS over it that is shut and down.

b> on either side of the white screen are two buttons: one is GREEN and one is RED.

c> On the LEFT, the GREEN button opens the blinds and shows you your past lives.

d> On the RIGHT, the RED button closes the blinds and takes to back to the safe, comfy couch.

7> When the blinds go up, you will see an image of yourself in a past life. This will be the past life that you most need to see or the past life that most closely matches your special intention.

a> Look at yourself in the screen. Once you have a clear view of the individual who was you in a past life say “Action”. The movie of you in this past life will not start rolling until you do so.

b> If you are having difficulty seeing yourself on the Past Life Screen, ask to see the feet of your past life personality. Try to see what it is that you are wearing on your feet. Are they shoes, sandals, boots, or are your feet bare?

c> Once you see your feet, slowly look up to see the rest of you. Once you are in focus, look at yourself on the screen. Take a moment to steady the image, and then say “Action!”

8> Whenever you are ready, press the GREEN button to open the blinds and begin your journey. The first time keep your journey to 20 or 30 minutes. Only go longer once you have had more practice.

9> whenever you feel your journey has ended or if the alarm goes off, it is time to come back. Reach to your right and press the RED button. You will be back at the comfortable couch. Take a few minutes to rest there. Then get up and walk back up the staircase to where you began your journey.

Like a deep sea diver come back up slowly to the surface of your conscious awareness. You have been to a deep place within you and you must readjust to your normal waking state.

The point of doing this exercise is to delve into your past lives. Unlike a movie, this is always an intensely personal journey that will speak to you on many levels. It will be different for everyone since everyone is unique. When you first start journeying through time, ask to be shown pleasant past life images so you can master the process. I wish you well on your journeys to the inner worlds. I suggest you may wish to record the exercise this way allowing you to go down in a meditative state.

Annielise Stone March 15^th 2010

Diary of an Inner Child part 4 The Plotters and Schemers just waiting for the time when they can creep just when you not looking and…………………………

The inner child’s been quite for the past few days and you’re plodding along not really thinking about any thing in particular. It’s too cold to worry if the extra pounds, are creeping on due the mid week chocolate fix and boy it was Valentines Day, so you had to spoil yourself just in case any one else didn’t. You probably even sent yourself a card at sometime just to have one on the side to show the world someone loved you.

Its Easter next and already the chocolate you have secretly given up for lent. Your planning a huge fix when no ones looking. Dreaming Chocolate Bunnies and drooling like Homers after a do nut!

But ! In the back ground, the constant thought, the promise of listening and supporting the inner child it’s suddenly become easier to ignore her.  Why because she been watching she been looking and she knows the flaws. In the meantime someone’s, working someone, who would not  usually say Boo to a Goose has been plotting and scheming and under minding you, not only work but a so called friend who has always had the eye on a particular someone, something, position is at work also.

Then the out of the blue question comes “How are doing? How are things going? What do you feel?” Next you find that someone had said something and it’s so small your gob smacked and there you are defending yourself over something so trivial that you can’t believe what you just heard.

Do you talk to too much? Do you talk not enough are you a team player and slap the wind is taken straight out of your sails.

This situation is real its apart of every day whether its work home or personal watching, your back is a full time job and also listening to the Inner Child too because honestly we all get to complacent. We start to believe our own status and our own self importance.

So what do we do us fight back we pull up our socks stick out our chin and HIDE I KNOW! We are so out raged at the audacity of the situation we are stuck,we are struck we are so out raged we fail, with moving  forward. Once we lick our wounds, complain to the nearest sympatric ear we have to stop and put up a defense. The quite would not say boo to a ghost types are secret plotters and schemers and don’t you forget it. The old saying walls have ears means exactly that behind every success is someone who not only wants it but will try everything to get it. Am I cynical perhaps or just cautious because my inner child was actually warning me of this weeks ago but I was so full of my own importance, I forgot to listen?

So a week or so goes past ,you can’t make your mind up if the complain is genuine or if now you have inferiority complex, or perhaps a bit of both. You have spent nights going over the situation in your head and others say oh don’t worry let it go. Where? when deep down you know you’re the new guy even though you may have been there for ever.

Let’s face it. It’s not the first time. It may not be the last UN less you alters it. HOW.

Expectation what did you expect if you’re not confident in what you’re doing it will show they say bull Sh..te Baffles brains but to be fair you can only use so much of that before it bites you back. Don’t get complacent be prepared for the UN expected and realise you’re not alone. I follow the ABC plan Annielise view to surving almost any situation if A doesn’t work try B and if B doesn’t work try C. There are 26 options in my plans and if I run out of them I use A1 like my mum once said there are more that one way or catching a Rat you sometimes have to think like one. Like they say in the song Pick yourself up and Start all over again. Exits and Entry plan your routes like keeping a filo fax what to cubs and guides are prepared. You do have to realise that for some of us to keep going is to keep trying. Tip for the Day Smile Sweetly at the Emery it confuses them and their ego will think that they have won. But that’s where they are wrong we know better By Annielise Stone 19^th Feb 2010

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“Communication is not just spoken word it’s a gesture a sign”. By Annielise Stone Internation Medium 13th Feb 2010 sensingwithspirit.com

Some days the Inner Child gets up earlier than you in fact she probably didn’t shut up at all, kept you awake half the night worrying about anything and everything, too numerous to mention and your too knackered to care.

You know it’s the sort of day you wake up with that huge spot or Zit on your chin no matter how much concealer you put on it. There it is for the whole world to see along with the fact, you can find any clean underwear and your favourite top has shrunk in the wash. Guess what the paper in the loo run out too!

From there the day seems to escalate at a speed faster than a landslide. You miss the bus, the train and you have run out of milk for that all important hot beverage TEA. You creep into work hoping that you can hide the fact you’re A) 15 minutes late, and B) the huge growth on your chin.

There she is waiting to pounce and the day is set. You have forgotten to take back the library books and the 3 DVD’s that you got thinking you have a you moment only to find you seen two before and the other one was complete utter rubbish to top it all your a day late and the fines mean you could have brought them cheaper.

So the lunch hour is spent trying to find the shortest cue and you end up with a cold coffee and dry sandwich because all the best ones are gone. The machine in the library is asking for the fines and wont let you take anything else out until you paid and finally you have forgotten your pin and can get any cash out for the bus home.

For some of us this is a too regular occurrence and you can guarantee your are continually going too put your foot in it.

One of my favourite sayings”Talks of the devil and it follows you up”. With all my good intentions to try and practise Karma even I have days. The inner child has her moments I am sure all of you have seen the cartoons with the devil on one shoulder and the Angel on the other and fighting both and usually the chocolate wins hands down.

Mind! You’re inner child needs attention love and lots of understanding making peace with her is a full time job but very worth while and when you work together. Both of you end up with a win win. Rather than win loose. (“I told you so”)

Today been a particularly difficult one it’s like don’t get too complacent and deep down recognise you cant please people all of the time in some cases you cant please some people at all. Realism recognises that as human beings we also have flaws and we do screw up all of us at sometime or another.

I have written over 70 blogs in the last couple of years and today my website decide it did not want to work or let anyone view my thoughts. Perhaps my own ego got in the way and I presumed that by talking about various subjects and opinions that I could reach a wider audience. I have met people from all over the world I have given readings to many different countries races and continents all of these people came from different back ground and I liked to think with my help they moved forward working through their own pathways. I always try to include humour in my blogs as without them the ability to make fun at ones own self would make me appear boring. I got told to today you like to talk. I do! should I have taken offence. Perhaps is it the case that I want to try give you some tools to help you work with life instead of against it.

My reply was also I can listen for if I had spent all my life talking how I would be able to provide so much information on so many subjects without having someone talk to me.

“Communication is not just spoken word it’s a gesture a sign”. By Annielise Stone sensingwithspirit.com

I watched an old film last night with Robin Williams and Robert De Nero in called the Awakening the story of a man who tried to help people who were affected by an illness which causes them to retreat into their own worlds making them completely dependant on others. For a short time drugs work to help these people but with all medicines we don’t know the side effects. The point was he learnt behind the drugs to reach people was human contact. Time, understanding and yes, talking which I do a great deal of.

As the story unfolds the line There is not such thing as a simple miracles expresses that we all need greater understanding of life itself. Annielise Stone 13^th Feb 2010

Diary of the Inner Child part 2 or in other words continuing the Journey of Self Acceptance by Annielise Stone 09 02 2010

I want this post to be a support and I want you to support it because if these remarks fit you just how many of us needs to work not necessarily on becoming super models but more and ground balance humans who can accept that you can make a difference

I first started this post last month when felt that the the winter blues had finally set in or was it the fact it was realised that the jeans you had brought just before Christmas now you cant even get one leg in let alone done up. That’s one of the great things about the cold weather you can hide under the jumpers and coat and woolly hats and pretend you have on loads of layers to hide the Christmas binge.

True there are those wonderful adverts saying do this and and in two weeks you can have a figure like mine. Plus here its too blooming cold to want to A exercise and B eat salad.

Now I do realize that not every country in the world is living in winter. I myself lived in New Zealand for 3 years and the summer months are the UK winter months which can get a little confusing at times. It is easier to want to eat less when you’re not cold.

Back to the plot the quick fixes don’t work neither, do the diets unless you have the time, will, power and determination to make it a career. All of you know someone who no matter what they eat never puts on a pound and others who look at chocolate and gain five pound. Have we all got to suffer and self loath ourselves just to fit the perfect mould.

Who says we have to be thin and who says what is redeemed to be fat a Uk size 10 to 12 was small and 14 to 16 medium anything bigger was large but that’s ok too because of height stature but now days its all about if your not a size 6 to 8 then your not in the in crowd. And anything over a size 12 and your huge. The catwalk models are beautiful women in their own right but also a woman should have curves and be proud of them.

What ever your size pressure is going to make you smaller because that is the image that is readily promoted today.

I want to help everyone take a second look at their inner child listen to what makes them happy balance out and find the middle ground. Heal the need to be something your not.

Years ago when Hollywood actors and actresses were on our screens it was black and white they had little gadgets and the films were made on budgets with most of them doing their own stunts. If you look back on the archives you will see people with big noses sticky out ears and laughter lines no boltox or computers to cleverly cover up the lumps and bumps. If one had a spot you saw it. Everyone knows the famous Christmas Song White Christmas Bing Crosby he had a large nose and big ears but that did not stop him doing what he loved best.

Owen Wilson is well known and popular Actor he has had his own issues with life and even being famous does have its draw backs. One of the important things was he does not have a perfect face he has charm but his nose is not perfect but its not immediately apparent that he has plastic surgery to improve its looks.

I again am trying to find ways to let you know what’s inside will effect how you act on the outside. For some people it won’t matter what they do to the outside they will still see that insecurity on the inside. It could be due to the fact of

Life conditioning from others emotional bullying, family issues relationship issues and even for some past life issues.

As this blog develops I want to look at ways to help heal that inner child for some it may be just a simple healing a visit back to the place inside and making peace.

Perhaps looking at a mediation to acknowledge and start the progress to recovery.

Annielise Stone Feb 2010